Jul 10, 2004 23:04
Well I should be in bed, but I can't sleep yet again...the show in Grand Rapids fell through because they wanted us to play at 1pm and there was no way that I could have done that. I feel like a douche, but I need the money at work, and I can't call out or I'll loose my job. It's all a huge mess inside my head. I also realized today that I will/have not matured at all, when I was paging the loud speaker of the store and pressing the keys to make annoying noises, and then holding the phone up to the toilet and flushing it, and then laughing about it. I need to grow up maybe...but not as much as Glenn the guy that jokes around with me, he was in on all this, and he is like 58 years old.
Last summer
certain memories, always come to mind when I hear his voice sing.
I am content, I really do love my life though.
I had a lot of energy today, and I played guitar a lot, I have some ideas for songs, and I'm getting back into more of a writing mood.