Jul 29, 2004 00:19
so im going to write one of those emo journal entries about how i have had some realization about my life... just to warn you. but i dont think it'll be THAT bad. haha.
Ok so really i just kinda realized that, although i am happy with the way everything has turned out and i wouldnt change it for the world, there are people that i really wish i had gotten to know better before like now.
Its funny because i have spent alot of time recently with the same four people... people which i really wouldn't have expected to hang out alot with at all. And i like it alot. I love it actually. I feel like i am really myself around them. Its awesome. I dunno i just find it interesting that this has happened right when im about to leave.
For example, there were a bunch of people over my house tonight and we made smores and it was awesome. Most everyone left semi early and for the last part of the night it was just me rob and tommy sitting on my dock. It was great. We had good converstation (in the midst of course of making absolutely no sense haha). But, honestly, a few weeks ago those two would have been almost the last two people i would have expected to be hanging out with. And there we were. crAzy.
I dunno, im really tired and im probably not making any sense... but its just weird how everything happens sometimes.
Im going to miss alot of people.
Im going to miss alot of people i didnt expect to miss, along with the ones i knew i would.
I am leaving in two and a half weeks...