yesterdays and scars and tomarrows never close enough

[awilldestroyed]

you said forever like it meant nothing to me,
as if it were just a word.
you said i love you as if it were nothing for you,
it was just one more bullet from the gun.
i hate to say we're best friends now.
because best friends dont cut each other down.
i hate to say you're the love of my life,
because my heart was left on cold ground.
you said forever with all the emotion of a snake.
and when i woke up from the coma you weren't there.
i went on a search for i'd thought you had good reason.
all i ended up with was finding you with her.
and i hope that youre happy, when you drive fast pace on highways,
telling stories and giggling and kissing on the cheeks.
and late nights in big cities, where the skies cant be touched,
and its emblazoned with stars and the moon.
and you say that love me just because you have to,
it was the only way to keep me quiet.
and with a gun to my head, and a bottle in my hand,
i could say goodnight to you.
but why waste the breath,
why fall into death,
it wouldnt even make the local news.
you would never be able to care, because you'll never know,
to busy taking it fast, why the fuck take it slow?