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o god. im so horrible. im sucha jerk. u were right alyssa. thts not how i really felt. my stupid friends were puttin things in my head. an i let it get to me. i cant take not being with you. i made the biggest mistake of my life. i need you alyssa. i love you so much. i dont wanna have a life with out you. i love you to much to lose you the way did. i need you alyssa. plz talk to me or call me or sumtin. i need to talk to you. plz. i love you so much alyssa. ill fucking die without you. i need you so bad. plz. i love you.