May 19, 2010 19:25
breathe. breathe. breathe.
I want (NEED) to watch 500 Days of Summer soon. It just has to happen.
I wish I could get more hours at work without feeling like I'm working more.
I hope that this summer isn't nearly as dreadful as I think it's going to be.
I hope that I don't get hurt.
I hope that if I DO get hurt, it is worth it.
I wish that I could tell him that I can't even casually date someone who doesn't like bacon.
I wonder if that's shallow... or maybe it's too shallow that it doesn't even count.
I realized not one of my boyfriends (with the exception of Jon) has ever called me beautiful. Cute, yes. Pretty, yes. Beautiful? No.
I want that.
I'm hurt that it hasn't happened yet.
I'm happy because my weekend should be really fun.
I'm excited because Baxter is here.
I'm looking forward to moving into my new apartment come August.
I told myself that every sentence will start with an "I", just so I can think about myself first for once.
I hardly ever think of myself first.
I think that this summer is about self-actualization, and finding what and WHO deserves to be in my life.
I hope you make the cut.