Sep 27, 2004 10:23
well, i suppose i could briefly update for all of you.
i got a new job
at papaya in the mall with april.
its been 3 weeks coming up on 4 and i already plan on quitting this week.
i am oh so over that job. it was fun for the first 12 seconds and now i've had enough.
too much has happened with anthony to try and even discuss.
the two most important things:
1-he said he loves me.
2-things are going quite well in my opinion
im still kind of grounded but i give it about a week and a half before its over.
thank god.
im at insomniacs right now with april.
we're ditching again.
i was far too upset to go to school today. seriously, i was near tears. but i dont want to go into that.
i see michelle hasnt updated in awhile. now that we dont have a class together anymore i rarely see her and its sad cuz she was dang cool if memory serves me right.
well i think that this is enough. i miss updating everyday and keeping record of what happens.
oh and ive counted how many times i've cried over anthony since we've been official and its around 11 times. and counting those couple of times where we weren't dating officially yet, it makes it about 13 times. wow. thats quite a bit. but i wouldnt keep doing it if he wasnt worth it so i'm not complaing, im just stating.
i love him.
a lot.
and he loves me.
a lot.
and thats why we're awesome
and no matter what we're doing, i know i'll always have fun with him. thats why i love our relationship. he's too good for words.
he asked me last night why i love him so much. i knew exactly what i wanted to say but i just couldnt get my mouth to open.
i dont know why.
but if i had answered i would have said, its because he so sweet to me, and so considerate,and funny, and fun, and wonderful and loving and intelligent, and cute, and accepting, and understanding,and comforting and deep, thats right,i said deep. and all of that isnt even everything that he is. in fact, thats why i didnt or couldnt say why i loved him because i couldnt even think of every reason why.
goodnight folks.