comin clean
So, I've decided that I'm going to be honest in my posts because I was afraid to before, but now I'm not. This is going to be confusing to everyone except Amanda, and I honestly think she's the only one who might read my journal, but thats ok. SO, me and Jeff are kinda on a break. Its weird, its all me actually. I simply feel that I have missed out of some stuff because I've been "tied down". I'm not talking about hooking up with guys, I'm just talking about being friends with guys and stuff, or dating, getting to know other people. Its weird. Jeff and I still talk and everything, but, its bad to say, but I'm happy. Its not like I'm doing anything with anyone, I think its because I feel less pressure from myself to worry about others..does that make sense? Anyway, I did meet someone, but we haven't talked in a while, but I'm fine with that because something serious and not a fling is not what I'm looking for. I don't even know what I'm looking for. I just feel like if I didn't take the opportunity to do it now, I think I would regret it later.
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I dont know. I'm not looking for understanding and I'm definitely not looking for harsh thoughts by anyone reading this. I just thought you would like to know...
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Other that that, not much has been going on, just school, gym, and stuff.
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I dont know. I'm not looking for understanding and I'm definitely not looking for harsh thoughts by anyone reading this. I just thought you would like to know...
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Other that that, not much has been going on, just school, gym, and stuff.