i have not writtin in this thing in 98 weeks
oh holy wow
it is July 5th 2007 and i figured i would look on this thing because it would bring back lots memories from my golden days of no worries.. no license.. no job,, no going to the gym..
as i read it i realized how drastically my life has changed.. everyone i used to be so close too have all kinda drifted away for the most part.. i still have a few. we no longer hang out as much. we tend to talk horribly about each other. its sad..
an even scarier thought..i graduate in a year i want to go to state or SCAD though. Scott graduated this year. it really bothers me..im excited for him.. but i see him everyday..ima miss him
i no longer have to worry about the stupid boys i used to have the biggest crushes on and they were jerks. im glad thats over.
i am really glad i have found the love of my life scott..however. hes is the most wonderful thing that has ever happend to me. i cant imagine my life without him. i love him and i always want him to know that.
i also reread one of my entries where i was talking about my morals. they are deff. still the same. they havent changed a bit. no sex drugs alchol smoking cussing.
i have my license now. i work at espressions coffee house..and go the gym
my stomach is still gay and has it spells but a ton better since i last wrote in here which i am very thankful for
like i mentioned earlier.. all my friends have changed except a few.. its really annoying and hard for me because i just watch them slowly start to ruin their lives and drift away
ummmmmmmm right now scotts at subway i wish he didnt work there
margaret came to see me at work today. Taylor Chelsea Veronica Chris Patrick and Brandon or my new buddies at work they are soo cool.
just recently my friend kelsey died. it made me realize that you never know whats gonna happen..soooo
i kinda wrote this incase anything ever happend to me..it would kinda be a recent entry to my life. i think its important for people to see stuff about how a person feels.. or have something to look back on about a person. because now of days no one writes letters any more or makes things for people to keep. everything is over the internet or.. they just dont write at all. or have pictures developed or start scrapbooks. i always want to have stuff to look back upon because it is very important to me. I want my friends and family to always be happy. but never forget the important things. i know i never go a day without thinging about the things i love. life can change so quickly, and i want everyone to remembered in a good way after high school. no negative thoughts. I always hate how people try to bring me down. im really sensitive to it.. so hopefully one day that will all be over with. drama just is not worth it
i dont want to go to college. i dont like partying or staying up very late so that whole life style is going to suck. i want to be a fashion designer
ive become really aware of what can happen in life. and its scary. its scary how no one has morals anymore. theres so much hatred. :-(
but on a brighter not
i went to step camp. im fixing to go to disney and the beach with my lover scott..im excited!
so i dont know what else to say
i just hope one day to change everyones lives for the better. ive always wanted it and i still do. even though i now know you can not please everyone no matter what.
it is July 5th 2007 and i figured i would look on this thing because it would bring back lots memories from my golden days of no worries.. no license.. no job,, no going to the gym..
as i read it i realized how drastically my life has changed.. everyone i used to be so close too have all kinda drifted away for the most part.. i still have a few. we no longer hang out as much. we tend to talk horribly about each other. its sad..
an even scarier thought..i graduate in a year i want to go to state or SCAD though. Scott graduated this year. it really bothers me..im excited for him.. but i see him everyday..ima miss him
i no longer have to worry about the stupid boys i used to have the biggest crushes on and they were jerks. im glad thats over.
i am really glad i have found the love of my life scott..however. hes is the most wonderful thing that has ever happend to me. i cant imagine my life without him. i love him and i always want him to know that.
i also reread one of my entries where i was talking about my morals. they are deff. still the same. they havent changed a bit. no sex drugs alchol smoking cussing.
i have my license now. i work at espressions coffee house..and go the gym
my stomach is still gay and has it spells but a ton better since i last wrote in here which i am very thankful for
like i mentioned earlier.. all my friends have changed except a few.. its really annoying and hard for me because i just watch them slowly start to ruin their lives and drift away
ummmmmmmm right now scotts at subway i wish he didnt work there
margaret came to see me at work today. Taylor Chelsea Veronica Chris Patrick and Brandon or my new buddies at work they are soo cool.
just recently my friend kelsey died. it made me realize that you never know whats gonna happen..soooo
i kinda wrote this incase anything ever happend to me..it would kinda be a recent entry to my life. i think its important for people to see stuff about how a person feels.. or have something to look back on about a person. because now of days no one writes letters any more or makes things for people to keep. everything is over the internet or.. they just dont write at all. or have pictures developed or start scrapbooks. i always want to have stuff to look back upon because it is very important to me. I want my friends and family to always be happy. but never forget the important things. i know i never go a day without thinging about the things i love. life can change so quickly, and i want everyone to remembered in a good way after high school. no negative thoughts. I always hate how people try to bring me down. im really sensitive to it.. so hopefully one day that will all be over with. drama just is not worth it
i dont want to go to college. i dont like partying or staying up very late so that whole life style is going to suck. i want to be a fashion designer
ive become really aware of what can happen in life. and its scary. its scary how no one has morals anymore. theres so much hatred. :-(
but on a brighter not
i went to step camp. im fixing to go to disney and the beach with my lover scott..im excited!
so i dont know what else to say
i just hope one day to change everyones lives for the better. ive always wanted it and i still do. even though i now know you can not please everyone no matter what.