I might as well catch up.
I've become a wild and reckless person I think.
As far as how things are going, they're going as well as I want them to be. I've probably hurt some feelings and just not had enough energy to patch those up. I've come to terms with the fact that I'm lazy now. And if someone doesn't want to put in the effort to stay friends with me, I wont either. This is very choppy and I'm going to go back and forth with the metaphors. But I've figured out a lot of things about myself and other people around me. I have also gotten into a slump of things where I just don't care about things. Things will happen that I will be involved in, and it seems to move so fast that I sit in the passenger sit and drive along, with out a care. I like it. When I wake up in the morning I guess I wake to the thought of "Jesus, yesterday was so much fun... I can't even think of what happened, because its so mind blowing." And honestly I like that feeling. I've recently done everything that amused me when I was younger. Lots of bowling, eating, day at the museum, naps, and just over all spending time with my best friends. It's been a lot of fun taking a step back and living life to its fullest. I don't want to sound corny, but for the past couple of weeks it been corny. It's great.
I've filtered out the bad and left the good.
I've also added a lot more good to my life. Its hard to explain. But there was/is drama I'm sure. But I just don't want to deal with it. So I figure if I ignore it and everyone involved in it, it'll go away right? Eh I don't even care if it comes back to me. Honestly I've done fucked up things... I'm willing to admit that. But now I'm past it. I believe that if someone wants to keep bringing it up and acting like a child they can. For the most part I don't think I'll get involved. But we'll see how sober I am if this happens. Moral of the story... shit was whack, and I don't do that no more.
As far as how things are going, they're going as well as I want them to be. I've probably hurt some feelings and just not had enough energy to patch those up. I've come to terms with the fact that I'm lazy now. And if someone doesn't want to put in the effort to stay friends with me, I wont either. This is very choppy and I'm going to go back and forth with the metaphors. But I've figured out a lot of things about myself and other people around me. I have also gotten into a slump of things where I just don't care about things. Things will happen that I will be involved in, and it seems to move so fast that I sit in the passenger sit and drive along, with out a care. I like it. When I wake up in the morning I guess I wake to the thought of "Jesus, yesterday was so much fun... I can't even think of what happened, because its so mind blowing." And honestly I like that feeling. I've recently done everything that amused me when I was younger. Lots of bowling, eating, day at the museum, naps, and just over all spending time with my best friends. It's been a lot of fun taking a step back and living life to its fullest. I don't want to sound corny, but for the past couple of weeks it been corny. It's great.
I've filtered out the bad and left the good.
I've also added a lot more good to my life. Its hard to explain. But there was/is drama I'm sure. But I just don't want to deal with it. So I figure if I ignore it and everyone involved in it, it'll go away right? Eh I don't even care if it comes back to me. Honestly I've done fucked up things... I'm willing to admit that. But now I'm past it. I believe that if someone wants to keep bringing it up and acting like a child they can. For the most part I don't think I'll get involved. But we'll see how sober I am if this happens. Moral of the story... shit was whack, and I don't do that no more.