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I can't stop thinking about Shane. I hope he is safe. He wrote me the nicest message I've ever received and all I could feel was guilt for being the shittiest friend ever. When I think about when I was younger, I think about Shane. He makes me smile. He's the brother I never had. I never spent time with him while he was here and now that he's left for the army I wish I had made time. I don't know if it's even dangerous where he is but I'm worried nonetheless. I miss him.