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I wish I cared about stuff more. But I just don't. And I'm not going to pretend to.
I'm missing class AGAIN because I don't feel like going and my snatch hurts... which is worrisome, but sitting here in the kitchen really isn't getting me anywhere with that.
No, but really, I can't sit down. This is bad. I wonder if doctors will give me drugs over the phone?
Anyway, this might be the laziest I've ever been in my entire life. It's all because people keep telling me things. I honestly don't really care what anyone has to say about my life plans, be it advice or otherwise, because they just make me think too hard. And the point of my life plans is to not have to deal with such excesses as thought and money. I just wish people would stop telling me stuff and let me be.
I'm a little worried I have an anxiety issue. I mean, 2 doctors have told me now that I have an anxiety issue but I don't really buy into that. How much money will you get if I decide to go on xanax or whatever, HUH?.
This survey just came out at CSULB about classroom behaviors and students' opinions of them. Coming into class late or leaving early was by far the most annoying thing to students... what?? Really? Because I'd say I fit that category more than half the time, and you know what that survey has done? Made me completely horrified of coming to class because I think people actually care that I'm always late. In addition- that means no one gives a fuck when dumb sorority girls just sit in the back and talk and text super slow because of their inch-long manicures... which drives me nuts.
AH I'M SO PISSED AT MYSELF. I'm literally just sitting here during class time waiting for my next class to start. oasihrpaeiosfmnaowehirofwaopeuthr.
Yesterday, I went to Dianne's birthday picnic and it kinda freaked me out too. I don't think I like knowing that many people in the same place at the same time. I'm not sure why.
All I know is I need to grow a pair and start going to class. But CHRIST I don't want to...
I'm missing class AGAIN because I don't feel like going and my snatch hurts... which is worrisome, but sitting here in the kitchen really isn't getting me anywhere with that.
No, but really, I can't sit down. This is bad. I wonder if doctors will give me drugs over the phone?
Anyway, this might be the laziest I've ever been in my entire life. It's all because people keep telling me things. I honestly don't really care what anyone has to say about my life plans, be it advice or otherwise, because they just make me think too hard. And the point of my life plans is to not have to deal with such excesses as thought and money. I just wish people would stop telling me stuff and let me be.
I'm a little worried I have an anxiety issue. I mean, 2 doctors have told me now that I have an anxiety issue but I don't really buy into that. How much money will you get if I decide to go on xanax or whatever, HUH?.
This survey just came out at CSULB about classroom behaviors and students' opinions of them. Coming into class late or leaving early was by far the most annoying thing to students... what?? Really? Because I'd say I fit that category more than half the time, and you know what that survey has done? Made me completely horrified of coming to class because I think people actually care that I'm always late. In addition- that means no one gives a fuck when dumb sorority girls just sit in the back and talk and text super slow because of their inch-long manicures... which drives me nuts.
AH I'M SO PISSED AT MYSELF. I'm literally just sitting here during class time waiting for my next class to start. oasihrpaeiosfmnaowehirofwaopeuthr.
Yesterday, I went to Dianne's birthday picnic and it kinda freaked me out too. I don't think I like knowing that many people in the same place at the same time. I'm not sure why.
All I know is I need to grow a pair and start going to class. But CHRIST I don't want to...