Oct 09, 2005 21:59
It feels good to feel good.
I'm loseing weight.
I am going to London.
I get to sleep in.
I still have little fits of unhappy but nothing as severe as the begining of the summer. I'm not sitting in my Moms car in the driveway of my house crying for an hour.
It's kind of tough to have no money to spend. I really really want to buy a camera for my trip but I am going to to nead to borrow money from my parents anyway, so I can't buy one. Actually I am going to try and find a way. I found the perfect camera for $400.00. God I hope I get it for my trip.
I got a new fish and named him Zeazu. It makes me happy.
Last night I saw the most amazeing waves. It was red tide at La Jolla yesterday, so yesterday night the waves literally lit up. When they broke they became this breath takeing neon green color. I have never seen anything like it.
I guess I am over whatever crush I had. It was too unrealistic. He dosn't like me and I can't stand likeing someone who I know has no feelings for me. So I am back to the blah stage of not feeling anything for anyone. I wish I had someone to think about again. I'm lame.
I have a bad cold that wont go away. It's killing me. My back still really hurts and it gets tingley. My Mom said she would call the chiropractor but she hasn't.
At least I am not feeling much stress right now. Everything just seems to flow. It feels so nice.