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argh. i've been so fucking bored all day long. i'm a hard person to entertain. imagine how all my entertainment devices must feel. don't feel bad, guys. you do your job for like 10 minutes. anyway. today has been stupid. i feel very pms-y although i definitely am not. strange stuff, i say. my mom has been being a hoe, and my brother of course has been a sneaky, asshole-ish, bastard and the other one just hogs the video games. man i was so pissed off earlier! woo... i was walking to go to my room and i thought "i bet that little fucker is in there..." annnnd i was right. but he was doing something. i don't know what. but you know how when you sneak up on somebody doing something they usually should not be doing and they kind of jump and try to hide whatever it is that they are doing... yeah he did that. and it is irritating me because i want to know! and if he stole something, i need to know! because i'm dumb and never actually notice when some of my things are gone until days, sometimes weeks later. ugh. i am getting so pissed off again from just thinking about it! i hate him. but he will be gone. tomorrow he goes baaack to rehab. then his court date is on the 23rd or something. it pisses me off because he treats my parents like shit but they still try to save him. he can not be saved. he is waaay past that point. but whatever... i just want him to be away from me. for a long, long time. i am sick of being paranoid that he is stealing something or doing something he shouldn't be doing. i shouldn't have to worry about those things. but i do. blaaaaah.
man jacob is sick/getting sick. if i get sick i swear i am going to slice his fucking throat.
man jacob is sick/getting sick. if i get sick i swear i am going to slice his fucking throat.