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Weather is a funny thing. Hot as hell during the day and COLD at night. What kind of mess is that? Hm. Whatever. Today has been super retarded. I've been really angry and pissy. But I've got my reasons. I have a hard time getting over things when I feel constantly fucked over. That about sums it up. Tomorrow is the last day to go to the other house to clean and stuff. I thought it was today. Which is a good thing because all my posters are still all over my walls. I think I am going to get rid of mostly all of them though. I am trying to be the minimalist I've always wanted to be. But it's a tough job. I have a hard time letting go of certain things. But then there are those things I couldn't have gotten rid of any faster. [Like stuff people gave me and we aren't friends anymore for whatever reason or they suck too much to be reminded of.] Too many people change for the worse. Well in my opinion they do. Its really disappointing too. Especially when you have known someone forever and they used to be really neat and then one day you just want to fucking stab them because of who they have become. It's dumb.
I have found myself dwelling on the flaws of other people rather than focusing on what I love about them. Which is something I am not used to doing. And I can't seem to stop it. But I guess since I have acknowledged it as a problem, it will eventually go away. Or something like that. I dunno..
I have found myself dwelling on the flaws of other people rather than focusing on what I love about them. Which is something I am not used to doing. And I can't seem to stop it. But I guess since I have acknowledged it as a problem, it will eventually go away. Or something like that. I dunno..