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TODAY WAS THE BIGGEST BUNCH OF RETARDED, EVER. Woke up early to go to court with my mom and Jacob... Then my mom informed me that our neighbor's husband died. It made me really sad to think about it. Cause the bitch ass hoe who is moving back in here went over there this morning and then came over to let my mom know about it. And she said Rose was in bad shape. It's really hard to imagine her in bad shape, because she is that fucking awesome. I feel terribly bad for her. Even looking at her house, it makes me feel really horrible inside. Just yucky. And then I was talking to my mom about it while I was getting ready this morning. And their whole family was over there. And then my mom told me how they hadn't taken his body out of the house yet. And I was like "WHAAAT?" The whole thought of their whole family going over there to be supportive and all while there is a corpse in the house freaked me out. And my mom was like "What, when me or your dad dies, you aren't going to come to say goodbye?" There is nooo way. I really don't think I would deal with that. I mean, I can deal with A LOT of shit. But to that extreme, no effing way. Funerals are completely different, but to discover that a loved one is dead, and then just chill there, with their body sounds so fucking crazy. Not that I'm saying Rose's family is crazy. It's just something I don't think I could manage. To each their own, I guess. I don't know if it all makes sense but I don't care. It makes sense to me.
So yeah.. Went to court with my bastage of a brother. We were there FORFUCKINGEVER. From 1 to like 7. IT SUCKED ASS. And they were taking all kinds of people to jail. And it pisses me off how nonchalant the cops and people who worked in the court house could be about taking someone into custody. They were just like fucking around and having a "great" time. Sure, maybe they've worked there for a long ass time and it's whatever to them now. But shit, have some sympathy for fucks sake. I mean, it's like rubbing it in their face. "Hey we get to joke around and laugh about retarded shit while you get to go sit in a ghetto ass cell with some crazy people downtown for who knows how long!" I dunno. I felt really bad for some of the people they were taking. And then the whole idea of getting arrested because your kid won't go to school. Ugh... That pisses me off. MOST of the time, like in my mom's case, it's the kids fucking fault. WHY MESS WITH THE PARENTS?! Arrest the fucking kid!!!! So retarded. I found myself questioning more things that usual today. Probably because that's really all you can do while sitting in a court room for how long? OH yeah. Forever.
it's about time to lie in bed forever and take a shot at trying to fall asleep.
So yeah.. Went to court with my bastage of a brother. We were there FORFUCKINGEVER. From 1 to like 7. IT SUCKED ASS. And they were taking all kinds of people to jail. And it pisses me off how nonchalant the cops and people who worked in the court house could be about taking someone into custody. They were just like fucking around and having a "great" time. Sure, maybe they've worked there for a long ass time and it's whatever to them now. But shit, have some sympathy for fucks sake. I mean, it's like rubbing it in their face. "Hey we get to joke around and laugh about retarded shit while you get to go sit in a ghetto ass cell with some crazy people downtown for who knows how long!" I dunno. I felt really bad for some of the people they were taking. And then the whole idea of getting arrested because your kid won't go to school. Ugh... That pisses me off. MOST of the time, like in my mom's case, it's the kids fucking fault. WHY MESS WITH THE PARENTS?! Arrest the fucking kid!!!! So retarded. I found myself questioning more things that usual today. Probably because that's really all you can do while sitting in a court room for how long? OH yeah. Forever.
it's about time to lie in bed forever and take a shot at trying to fall asleep.