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I'm sick of busy days. I just wish we could hurry, find a decent home, move, and just be done with this process. Ugh. It's sucks. Cause there's the finding a place to live part. Then that's some relief. Then the moving part. Which needs to die. And deadlines... No good.
We went and saw that place in Conroe today. Lady failed to tell us that it was a fucking mobile home. *dies* I suggested that we just leave. But my mom was like "NO WE CAN'T DO THAT SHE IS WAITING FOR US!!" hahahaaaa... So we had to make nice and pretend that we were interested. I felt kind of bad. The lady had a bunch of little ones. Two who were so cute. And one who was not so much and annoying as well. When I see the women with a bunch of little kids, I feel incredibly bad for them. Especially for this lady. She is a stay @ home mama. With 2 hyperactive boys and one tiny girl. And from secretly starring at random photos on the walls, she had definitely seen better days. There were a few old wedding pictures scattered among a million baby pictures. And she looked really happy. [Well, I mean I would hope she would look really happy in her wedding pictures, but you know what I mean.] But now she just looked tired. In more ways than one. I mean, I guess you can tell yourself that having kids is great, awesome, whatever. But I KNOW at some point, the parents have to hate it. Even if they will never admit it.
Anyway... Tomorrow will be another day of looking for more fucking houses. We found one today. And my mom was prepared to totally write the lady a check for all the stuff you write checks for when you are trying to rent a house. But she said she had to show the house to a few more people. FUCK. JUST TAKE THE MONEY. This process is getting so old. I'm starting not to care anymore. And suprisingly, so is my mom.
We went and saw that place in Conroe today. Lady failed to tell us that it was a fucking mobile home. *dies* I suggested that we just leave. But my mom was like "NO WE CAN'T DO THAT SHE IS WAITING FOR US!!" hahahaaaa... So we had to make nice and pretend that we were interested. I felt kind of bad. The lady had a bunch of little ones. Two who were so cute. And one who was not so much and annoying as well. When I see the women with a bunch of little kids, I feel incredibly bad for them. Especially for this lady. She is a stay @ home mama. With 2 hyperactive boys and one tiny girl. And from secretly starring at random photos on the walls, she had definitely seen better days. There were a few old wedding pictures scattered among a million baby pictures. And she looked really happy. [Well, I mean I would hope she would look really happy in her wedding pictures, but you know what I mean.] But now she just looked tired. In more ways than one. I mean, I guess you can tell yourself that having kids is great, awesome, whatever. But I KNOW at some point, the parents have to hate it. Even if they will never admit it.
Anyway... Tomorrow will be another day of looking for more fucking houses. We found one today. And my mom was prepared to totally write the lady a check for all the stuff you write checks for when you are trying to rent a house. But she said she had to show the house to a few more people. FUCK. JUST TAKE THE MONEY. This process is getting so old. I'm starting not to care anymore. And suprisingly, so is my mom.