Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1. >:/
Cause I feel like this everyday, confused and unimpressed and unamused and in need of better things to do. Unimpressed and disappointed with myself as well. My life's a damn mess gaiz. :'(
2. ಠ_ಠ
"What am I doing here" is the question I've been asking my entire life. And I still don't know what I'm doing. Cause life got worse and it takes all, I repeat ALL, my guts to not go jump in front of a train, or run away or do something that would kill me. I don't want to die yet, but I don't exactly want to live like this anymore, so, right now, I'm in a damn limbo I can't get out of. So what am I doing here? I believe that I have a purpose tho, just haven't found it yet. Better find it before I lose interest in life.