look for the girl with the broken smile
wow, i'm finally updating. weird. however i totally refuse to talk about some situations on here because some people don't need to know about them. but anyway, things are strange right now, i'm having fun though.. i just need to get back to reality. i haven't had a job for what seems like forever (3weeks) and i HAVE to get one soon. i've met a lot of new poeple and have done a lot of new things. michelle moved to arlington, so she's closer for me to hang out with.. then i've been in cleburne more often these days and i get to spend more time with pepper. i can never seem to spend ENOUGH time though =\ my sister and i are talking and hanging out more, that's been nice. my mom had serious surgery, but she recovered well and is looking sooo good. she has lost sooo much weight it's unreal. i'm soo happy for her! she even wears cloths that are tight on me haha, i was like "DANG MOM.. LOOK AT YOU!!" she's so beautiful! my internet usage is limited which is why i've taken so long to update. and it'll probably be forever until i update again. yahoo is having this huge halloween party and i am soooo wanting to go. i want to dress up like drew barrymore in everafter, all sparkly a pretty. but egh, i dunno about the costume making part of it. time has gone by soo fast... i can't believe it's almost october. that's crazy. in just 4 months i'll be 21!! michelle and i are renting a hotel and having a dj and possible catering to celebrate her 30th and my 21st. it'll be f-ing awesome.. i can't wait!! well, i dunno what else to say... i miss you all, i miss reading your entries.. hope everyone is doing well! tty soon <3<3<3<3