Jun 28, 2004 02:51
Well maybe I should write a serious update. I just haven't felt like it in a while. I don't feel like it helps me. Just displays meaningless ramblings or thoughts. There is really no point in showing them in here...if I have to I will talk to someone...or deal with it.
Mattie really wanted me to do this earlier. So I guess I will make her happy and let ya'll how I have been...if you were wondering.
I feel pretty good. I think my thought process or mind set is on a good track. There are a few kinks still there...but thats ok...everyone has them. I try to allow my positive energy over power the bad energy....If that makes sense.
My summer events so far have been...ummmm different. Some good and some bad. That's normal I guess. I won't get into specifics.
I still crave change. Mostly drastic ones. That happen happen if I wait or make steps towards them. I just hope they end up good changes.
blah...blah...blah..............There are more things I would say, but I am tired and want to go to bed. I might update another day and finish up.
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