Apr 25, 2004 21:45
I am not sad. I am not depressed. I am pissed off.
Why?
I hate how I think of myself. I always feel like an idiot. I don't like how I can hurt myself so much with my thoughts. Most of the time I just let them go....but I wish those thoughts never existed in the 1st place. It is not healthy for me. It would be nice if there was something to make me feel better.
What kind of thoughts do I have?
Well I really don't want to list off a bunch of petty thoughts I have..It is embarrassing and I have done enough bitching already. Lets just say........no I am not saying anything. I am keeping it to myself.
I am done now.