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I am so stupid!...I can't stand this anymore. I am sick of waiting. Waiting for god to say it is my time. I don't want to waste away for another 50-60 years. It has been hell so far...why would it change? I think god is laughing really hard. It is all one sick joke. I am so fucking weak!....There is no point...none what so ever. Why do I even care???? I feel like I am fading away...................Never mind. I am done bitching.
FUCK
FUCK