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very refreshed right now but realizing, or not realizing because it's not new, but thinking about how people don't know me. it's weird. i have "friends" who im with almost everyday. these people who im comfortable around, they finish my sentences, and our lives coincide with one anothers. however, i was thinking about it today when at a fucking show, of all places, i think in the wierdest settings, anyway i was thinking about how my friends, or anyone for that matter, don't know me. its wierd. not that i know what anyone else is thinking when they aren't speaking what they are thinking, but no one knows what im thinkiing about most of the time. the thoughts that are crossing my mind on a normal day to day basis. there;s a lot. i think a lot more thant he average person i beleieve. im typoing all over the place but i dont care. im tired. i just wanted to write about that. youll never know what im thinking about.