Weird
I am not sure what is going on, and I wish I could figure it out. The thoughts of confusion that are racing around in my head are starting to drive me absolutely nuts! I don't know what I should think, and I know that some of these thoughts are right, and an equal amount of them are wrong... I had the weirdest dream last night, there was this woman without a face, and she kept saying over and over again, "A soft whisper escapes my lips, twisting and swirling through an array of thoughts and distractions, trying to reach it's long awaited destination... When you hear that whisper, you shall know.." Know what? What the fuck is that supposed to mean!?!? Ahhh... I woke up after that at like 4:00, and slept like crap after that. Then woke up in a bad mood this morning. Now I am spending my morning trying to get out of the shitty ass funk of a mood. Since my trip to Idaho, shit has been all messed up in my head, which sucks, just when I thought I shit figured out again, someone is like, "BAM! Thought you had it all figured out, huh? Well, NOPE, you are all fucked up all over again! Ha Ha" The worst part of all of this, is that I know what I want, and what I need... Oh well...