with this knife
i cant beleave the way you i never saw the pain
comming in a million broken miles like poison for my veins.
the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up in tears
The nightmares and the hate... and the fears.
um yeah i feel like im losing every one i care about
i dont talk to any one at school
and people are always asking me if im okay. or mabye they arent and i wish they were is ther really much difference?i just know that i have been sitting in this chair for a very long time, and i cant bring myself to cry or get up or to stop think about my life. i got really sick earlier this week because of decisions ive made and im not going to stop. but it made me think. im not gonna tell the whole god damn worl my problems i dont even think aby one loks at this but ive been sitting here and its eating away at me. i miss everyone. and i dont know how to get it back to be honest i cant even remember the last time i smiled.
comming in a million broken miles like poison for my veins.
the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up in tears
The nightmares and the hate... and the fears.
um yeah i feel like im losing every one i care about
i dont talk to any one at school
and people are always asking me if im okay. or mabye they arent and i wish they were is ther really much difference?i just know that i have been sitting in this chair for a very long time, and i cant bring myself to cry or get up or to stop think about my life. i got really sick earlier this week because of decisions ive made and im not going to stop. but it made me think. im not gonna tell the whole god damn worl my problems i dont even think aby one loks at this but ive been sitting here and its eating away at me. i miss everyone. and i dont know how to get it back to be honest i cant even remember the last time i smiled.