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I don't know why everyone seems to be getting more and more down lately, talking less and less.
Maybe I'm just paranoid and everything's fine?
I am also worried about the fact that I do stupid things that don't help the situation.
I wish people would just tell me what's wrong.
And the whole ~thing. Well. I managed to screw that up. Got annoyed. Made it worse.
Idek. I can't just carry on with it *there* but I don't want to bring it up again. I doubt I'd get very far anyways ;~~;
I want to stab university. I have a oral dissertation proposal on the 19th April and I haven't even got a definite idea of what I want to do yet.
My mood is fucking insane. Yesterday was an awesome day. Apart from the fact I felt ignored for large parts and my face felt like I'd been hit by a truck I managed to get past them and just have an enjoyable day. Finding my own fails hilarious helped quite a bit. But now. Right now. I just feel pissed off, kinda alone and whiny. Most of all whiny.
But if I don't vent it'll build up. So whiny is just the way it has to be.
Mother's day tomorrow. Yay~
I'll be back later for another whingey post I'm sure.
I don't know why I do. I doubt people read this anyways xD I might as well just post on tumblr.
But I don't want to inflict it on the world.
The reason I put things like this on the internet is because I need to vent. I want to do them out of the way but secretly I just want attention. There we go xD I do. I want someone to say it's all good. We love you. Despite the fact you're a moany, whiney, bitchy whore. We don't care.
But there we go. It doesn't happen.
I'll deal with it XD
Fuck. Now I have Corbin Bleu in my head. BLEU. IS THAT RIGHT? That's like Bleeu....Emiiily.
*runs to Bieber*
Maybe I'm just paranoid and everything's fine?
I am also worried about the fact that I do stupid things that don't help the situation.
I wish people would just tell me what's wrong.
And the whole ~thing. Well. I managed to screw that up. Got annoyed. Made it worse.
Idek. I can't just carry on with it *there* but I don't want to bring it up again. I doubt I'd get very far anyways ;~~;
I want to stab university. I have a oral dissertation proposal on the 19th April and I haven't even got a definite idea of what I want to do yet.
My mood is fucking insane. Yesterday was an awesome day. Apart from the fact I felt ignored for large parts and my face felt like I'd been hit by a truck I managed to get past them and just have an enjoyable day. Finding my own fails hilarious helped quite a bit. But now. Right now. I just feel pissed off, kinda alone and whiny. Most of all whiny.
But if I don't vent it'll build up. So whiny is just the way it has to be.
Mother's day tomorrow. Yay~
I'll be back later for another whingey post I'm sure.
I don't know why I do. I doubt people read this anyways xD I might as well just post on tumblr.
But I don't want to inflict it on the world.
The reason I put things like this on the internet is because I need to vent. I want to do them out of the way but secretly I just want attention. There we go xD I do. I want someone to say it's all good. We love you. Despite the fact you're a moany, whiney, bitchy whore. We don't care.
But there we go. It doesn't happen.
I'll deal with it XD
Fuck. Now I have Corbin Bleu in my head. BLEU. IS THAT RIGHT? That's like Bleeu....Emiiily.
*runs to Bieber*