A lot of the same
I seem to have been reaching out to several different people I've known for a long time lately hoping to just connect with someone. It's so lonely here. I seriously feel the lowest I have since I can remember. Even friends have become good for just small talk. I miss having fun. I miss smiling and being goofy. I'm surrounded by haters, doubters, & drama queens.
That shit is depressing.
Why the fuck do I STILL feel like I'm in high school?
This unit has imprisoned my mind.
Where's my friends that like to play beer pong, darts, pool, or go to concerts? Talk,
Laugh, chill, make idiots of ourselves? I want to feel young, not immature.
In other news, I'm incredibly excited for:
I wish I had an RV to just be a redneck all Memorial Day weekend. That sounds amazing. So excited to make plans other than working my ass off. Where the hell you at Nicole??