my revelation
so tonight i worked in the babies department at work...
i started thinking... i'm 19 years old. i wanted to be married by 22 or 23... maybe i should start getting more serious about the guys i date... i mean, i want to get mattied in the next 3 or 4 years... i want kids in the bext 5-10 years... i'm getting fucking old. i keep acting like i'm still in fucking high school. this is my second year or college. i should be getting my shit together by now. but i'm not. i'm all over the place. i never make decisions on anything, i can't stick with any one thing, or one guy... i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore....
i started thinking... i'm 19 years old. i wanted to be married by 22 or 23... maybe i should start getting more serious about the guys i date... i mean, i want to get mattied in the next 3 or 4 years... i want kids in the bext 5-10 years... i'm getting fucking old. i keep acting like i'm still in fucking high school. this is my second year or college. i should be getting my shit together by now. but i'm not. i'm all over the place. i never make decisions on anything, i can't stick with any one thing, or one guy... i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore....