Depression? HA! I win.
I must note my triumph! This depression thing won't handle me if I handle it. I was doing a simple task of putting apple butter on a slice of wheat bread when my throat start locking up and it was hard to breath. Previously this would concern me and I'd start crying and likely end up in the fetal position, but none of this happened today. I remained calm. At length, by breathing went back to normal and I was able to come type this update without a single tear. ^.^