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[awayfromthesun1]

blah I feel so up and down and just i dunno just wicked overwhelmed....I hate the way I am, I'm stubborn and loath change, and so much is changing.  Why do some things seem to be so much harder for me? grrrrrrrrrr How do people not overthink absolutly everything like I do? lol I really would like to know so that I can stop because it is driving me nuts.  Ugg and now I have to go sit at work and pretend to function, when all I feel like doing latley laying around....

lol sorry for the entry, at least I know not that many people read these ne more
Love Always,
Lauren