Hmmmm
I don't know why I'm writing. Really, I have nothing interesting to say butttt...I'm gonna write anyway. :)
So...as much as I complain about life sometimes and about how shitty things are, I really have no place to say any of it. Things could be far more worse than they are right now. Sure, I'm not exactly at the spot I wanna be but there's only one way to get there: by doing something about it.
Certain situations frustrate me to no end but ya know what? I only have so much control over those situations and all the control in the world about how I handle myself when it comes to them. Instead of putting so much pressure on my situation with Matt, I think I need to re-focus some of that energy elsewhere. I have been for a little while and it works but sometimes, I'll admit...I get down and miss him more than I like to admit. While I can sit here and wonder if he's wondering about me or if he's missing me back, I could also be confident in the fact that he probably does and that he's just busy.
I'm too overanalytical for my own good. :)
Things change. That's life. It's up to you what you do with it.
I'm out!!
So...as much as I complain about life sometimes and about how shitty things are, I really have no place to say any of it. Things could be far more worse than they are right now. Sure, I'm not exactly at the spot I wanna be but there's only one way to get there: by doing something about it.
Certain situations frustrate me to no end but ya know what? I only have so much control over those situations and all the control in the world about how I handle myself when it comes to them. Instead of putting so much pressure on my situation with Matt, I think I need to re-focus some of that energy elsewhere. I have been for a little while and it works but sometimes, I'll admit...I get down and miss him more than I like to admit. While I can sit here and wonder if he's wondering about me or if he's missing me back, I could also be confident in the fact that he probably does and that he's just busy.
I'm too overanalytical for my own good. :)
Things change. That's life. It's up to you what you do with it.
I'm out!!