May 01, 2009 11:33
Dear Jona~
I just wanted to say thank you. It was so nice to have a crush again after my huge dry spell. It was really nice to get excited to see you and to hear you giggle. You helped me remember all the reasons why I have set my standards so high. Why I am willing to wait for that special someone. O it was nice to have a crush again.
That being said. I also have to say thank you for not leading me on when I asked you out a month ago. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you.
But really I am just grateful we never did do anything.I am realizing how happy I am that we never did date. Since in all honesty- you drive me bat shit insane. I think I feel for you because you made me think, you made me answer some really hard questions but- your also amazing at forgetting the really intimate things that were once said. Your great at leaving a conversation half finished. I am shocked at how bad your at listing.
It is almost funny since your really Identify your self as so much better than your peers- but Jona your still 20, your still unemployed, your still not in school and your still not doing anything with your life. But good luck with the wu? good luck with the 'happy thoughts'-
And PS, Good luck trying to make me feel like shit for moving to CO, working for the government doing something amazing-I am a god dam park ranger! while you do what? you go on your walks in the same god dam town you grew up in?
I think this is the point that I say fuck you Jona. and btw- this is not a 'projection' your just kind of gross in a weird way.
Love ALi