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I feel like I have been handling everything well- I mean as well as one can.
But its been hard.
I find myself trailing off in thought more often then usual.
I feel like so much passion is leaving me.
I have been enjoying silence. & Solitude.
I have not laughed or smiled - to that amazing point of that release. Until we all
Kelley, Sarah, Emma, Bryan, Guy, Dan, Josh, Hayley)
hung out that night.
but I really have changed.
It just becomes more clear whenever I see people from HS and they talk about who I 'use' to be. verse who I am.
I am find a need to talk to people who let me talk.
Even if that means me talking about nothing.
but they listen. Even if its me talking about the weather
But its been hard.
I find myself trailing off in thought more often then usual.
I feel like so much passion is leaving me.
I have been enjoying silence. & Solitude.
I have not laughed or smiled - to that amazing point of that release. Until we all
Kelley, Sarah, Emma, Bryan, Guy, Dan, Josh, Hayley)
hung out that night.
but I really have changed.
It just becomes more clear whenever I see people from HS and they talk about who I 'use' to be. verse who I am.
I am find a need to talk to people who let me talk.
Even if that means me talking about nothing.
but they listen. Even if its me talking about the weather