May 11, 2006 15:33
I unlocked the one locked entry I have.
I figure the damage is done, whatever happens happens.
Each day that rolls by I start to care less and less.
I'm exhausted. I don't have time for anything, yet I'm somehow making time for everything. I don't want to be around people. I don't want to be alone.
I don't really like anything right now either. Not saying people or anything like that. Sure it's probably a part of it, but I'm just really not interested in anything. I don't care about what's going on. I've stopped paying attention to who hates who and why.
I don't really call anyone anymore, so if you think im ignoring you, I'm not. I'm ignoring everyone.
I'm going camping this weekend. It's going to rain all weekend. I'm going to be sick by Sunday. I'm going to drink a shit-ton or booze, do a bunch of drugs, and with any luck, pass out in a corn field.
I'm somehow okay with that notion.