&i want to die.

Feb 14, 2004 12:17

1) I can't make plans. People casually mention things to me &i don't take them seriously. I do the same thing again and again &end up having made seperate plans with five different people. I can't organize things because i am lazy. I let other people organize things because i don't want to handle that responsibility &i can't.

2) I argue with people until I prove myself right or I am proven completely wrong. I cannot compromise and can't stay in a gray area. It's usually my way or nothing.

3) I don't let people have their own opinions. This goes along with #2. If there is a difference of opinion with someone I will argue with them about it until they see it from my view.

4) I procrastinate like no other. I tell people I will burn CD's for them and eventually a month later I give it to them. I don't do my homework until the last minute.

5) I'm always late. &i don't call people to tell them i'm going to be late.

6) I don't call people period. i don't call my friends, I don't call my parents. I just let them call me &then I never even pick up the phone. The worst part is I say I will call &i don't.

7) I am deathly afraid of calling places (i.e. ordering food, making appointments, calling my coach etc.)

8) I have major communication issues in general. If I don't know the answer to something or if I don't know what people are talking about, I simply don't respond. I should say something like "I don't know" or "I don't know what you are talking about" instead I just change the subject. I talk too fast &i mumble.

9) I tell everyone everything. Unless someone looks at me and specifically states "Do not tell this to anyone". I will tell pretty basically everyone. Even when I am given those instructions there is a 65% chance I will tell at least one other person.

10) I am selfish &i am never satisfied with what I have. I always want more &something better.

11) I never say thank-you. I feel awkward saying it. I don't know why. Since I feel this way I come across as a greedy snob.

12) I talk behind people's backs. I don't make things up about people but I talk about things they do that annoy me.

13) My manners are minimal. I sit in funny ways and constantly pick at my skin.

14) I have no self-control what-so-ever.

15) I am ridiculously mean to my parents for no reason at all sometimes.

16) I don't trust anyone. I rarely tell people how I really feel.

17) I am hypocritical.

18) My mother just told me I am a molasses. So therefore I am a molasses as well.

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19) I don't know when to quit. I repeat things a hundred times and nag people incessantly.

20) I hold major grudges.

21) I'm very loud, annoying, and disruptive.

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22) I am incredibly lazy.

23) I'm a copycat.

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24) I take my anger out on my parents. I try to stay in a good mood around my friends but whatever is bothering me I take out on my parents &they are the victims of my horrible moods.

&I know there are many more but my mother is calling me.
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