Oct 29, 2009 17:26
It feels weird being 27. I don't even feel the age. It's kind of scary--I'm nearing the end of my 20's. This is the age I designated as the age that all the things fall in place. I really don't know who I am anymore. I'm more confused than ever. Perhaps I am feeling this way because I haven't fulfilled all of my dreams yet--hence the quarterlife crisis.
After the near death experience and turning a year older, I think life is too short for delayed gratification. I need to reevaluate my life, and what I want to do while I'm still young and free. I definitely don't want to spend my most carefree years in the trench (read: med school), not having done the things I could have done while young.
I don't think I want to do medical school in my 20's anymore. After working and going to school for several years without time for myself and friends, I want to focus more on what's important to me.
In my conversation with my friend last night, I ponder is it really worth giving up social life, family, and friends, for medical school in my prime years?
L October 28 at 11:09pm
how is your school?
are you still serious about pre-med?
Amy October 28 at 11:33pm
torturous. i am thinking of taking some time off to do somethings that i can only do when i'm young like studying abroad and traveling. med school can wait. i dont even feel like studying for my tomorrow morning physics midterm. in fact i'm thinking of booking a trip to ny and maybe europe as im typing this.
L October 28 at 11:37pm
cool, it is going there do you think?
but travel when you can, don't wait until you make money... we never make money anyway :D so why not enjoy it while you can....