And his final words were...

[awaltzforvenus]

Fuck you.

Yes, that's a message to all of you who I have found to not really be there for me.

A message to you liars, and you whores. You know who you are. There are many of you.

Fuck you.

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[gotohellraquel]

maturity? hahahaha okay.

[awaltzforvenus]

For one, this wasn't necessarily directed at you.

Two, that's right. Maturity. I've learned that I could do a whole lot worse than this. And I've learned that I won't do that.

Not to mention that's some big talk, after some of the actions you pulled with me this past week. If you really need to know what I'm talking about, you probably won't understand it when I explain it.

Oh, and congrats on turning my friends against me. Specifics aren't needed, but nonethless...job well done. It just proves to me even more my point.

[gotohellraquel]

Turning your friends against you?
What on earth are you talking about, love?
I don't even know half of your friends nor have I even ever spoke to them.
And if you're talking about Sarah, I believe she has her own reasons to be upset with you; none of which pertain to me.

You're slowly pushing everyone away from you, I hope you realize that before you're all alone again.

[awaltzforvenus]

Alone...again?

I'm always alone.

I've always been alone.

I don't know what the fuck this 'again' shit you're talking about is.

oh, love.

[gotohellraquel]

You are only alone by choice.
I have tried to love you and you have only pushed me away.
I don't know if I can say the same for anyone else, but from the looks of it, i'm not the only person who feels this way about you.

You need to calm down, take a deep breath, and realize that the people that love you aren't going to love you forever if you don't ever show them the caring and respect that they deserve.

And the only person that you ever seem to focus on is yourself;
you always have some sort of personal issue or situation to work out and resolve, and sometimes I think that perhaps distracts you either neglect or ignore the people around you, thus pushing them away.

I don't mean any offense by that, it's just what I've observed.
Perhaps that will help in your quest of finding yourself.

Re: oh, love.

[awaltzforvenus]

If I knew how to do it any other way, I would. I've essentially become a product of my upbringing. I focus on myself, because I learned early on that I was the only person who was going to focus on me. And everyone needs a little focus on themselves from time to time.

Now, just by nature, I don't believe that anyone could actually continually love me like they say they do. People are instinctive...they see something they like, they fall for it, and then after awhile they move on to something else. I don't get tired of shit. I can keep on with just about anything forever...perhaps a giant flaw of mine.

The only I know to be forever, is myself. I'm just waiting to be proven otherwise.