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i need a fucking sunny day.
and a girl to wake up to it with.
and happiness. yeah. i need to be happy.
and the ants like my company, but i'm getting tired of theirs.
the lady bugs still have a nest in my house.
i see them on a regular basis.
all seven thousand of them.
somebody save me me me me
day has been one hell of a day.
i didnt get the job at dell.
and i was optimistic about it.
my 'interview' was a computer test and it said i hate people too much to work there.
in hindsight, i should've made a scene just for those fuckers to remember me.
maybe i should burn the place down a la dinosaurs meet meteor. kaboom.
as with the lightbulb, i feel that explains me right now for some reason.
i need a bang.
im really in a fucking hole.
that 700 on my truck really fucked me.
im a loser again.
no money.
no school.
no job.
a girl is a question mark.
read: im not a girl. i need some certainty.
ive slept more today than the past week.
im trying to sleep off my disappointment.
it was working during the act.
action action read all about it.
id like people to prove me wrong.
i think im going to quit writing
i think im going to work out again.
i need to run
that will make me feel better
i need a job. that will make me feel better too.
or at least have something else to think about.
i think too much.
but not as much as megan woo.
she sounds too much like me.
i think thats why im fond of the girl.
im very fond of elliott smith.
im listening to him right now.
he's part of the reason Im going to quit writing.
I cant stand being mediocre or standard.
i have to be outstanding.
i wish i was outstanding.
i change with the weather.
floods happen a lot now-a-days
im not too worried, though.
i stop drinking for a few months after my binges.
im debating starting my drawing again.
maybe hit up brandon to go write.
get the juices flowing again and in good company.
i really need to hang out with that boy
i always like sara's boyfriends. aha.
i dont think id make a good boyfriend anymore
sinner's seranade by cursive is an awesome song.
self loathing songs are always awesome.
ive finally started playing guitar like i should be again.
dillon is very talented. i dig mea culpa a lot and appreciate him changing his songs to downloadable for me.
you should really fucking call me.
end ramble.
and a girl to wake up to it with.
and happiness. yeah. i need to be happy.
and the ants like my company, but i'm getting tired of theirs.
the lady bugs still have a nest in my house.
i see them on a regular basis.
all seven thousand of them.
somebody save me me me me
day has been one hell of a day.
i didnt get the job at dell.
and i was optimistic about it.
my 'interview' was a computer test and it said i hate people too much to work there.
in hindsight, i should've made a scene just for those fuckers to remember me.
maybe i should burn the place down a la dinosaurs meet meteor. kaboom.
as with the lightbulb, i feel that explains me right now for some reason.
i need a bang.
im really in a fucking hole.
that 700 on my truck really fucked me.
im a loser again.
no money.
no school.
no job.
a girl is a question mark.
read: im not a girl. i need some certainty.
ive slept more today than the past week.
im trying to sleep off my disappointment.
it was working during the act.
action action read all about it.
id like people to prove me wrong.
i think im going to quit writing
i think im going to work out again.
i need to run
that will make me feel better
i need a job. that will make me feel better too.
or at least have something else to think about.
i think too much.
but not as much as megan woo.
she sounds too much like me.
i think thats why im fond of the girl.
im very fond of elliott smith.
im listening to him right now.
he's part of the reason Im going to quit writing.
I cant stand being mediocre or standard.
i have to be outstanding.
i wish i was outstanding.
i change with the weather.
floods happen a lot now-a-days
im not too worried, though.
i stop drinking for a few months after my binges.
im debating starting my drawing again.
maybe hit up brandon to go write.
get the juices flowing again and in good company.
i really need to hang out with that boy
i always like sara's boyfriends. aha.
i dont think id make a good boyfriend anymore
sinner's seranade by cursive is an awesome song.
self loathing songs are always awesome.
ive finally started playing guitar like i should be again.
dillon is very talented. i dig mea culpa a lot and appreciate him changing his songs to downloadable for me.
you should really fucking call me.
end ramble.