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yeah im writing again today. i still haven't got any sleep. i tryed but i just layed there and stared at the ceiling thinking of the possibilites of emily's party. i seriously am excitied and i better get to go. Happy Easter. even thought it wasn't the greatest. i don't even go to my grandma's anymore... and i loved going there. my brother and my sister in law and clayton came but they didn't even eat with us. and my mom's ham was gross. i need some loving. God! i wish i had that feeling when i was going out with sean! i miss him. but i know.