worn to peices

Sep 10, 2005 10:43

last night i was so bored and went against my mom and picked ash up and we went to o'charley's. it was fun-e because ash lied to the waiter. i think they thought we were "together". lol
sry ash i have mark. i love him so much. yeah and i was taking her home and we relized that mark was in front of us (didn't know his mom was with him) and ash was "flash ur lights flash ur lights" so i did like a bunch of times and honked my horn and we turned up the music realy loud and ash was screaming out the window. i was already sapose to be home 30 minutes before that time so i was really close behind him so i could be fast. then when i did get home my mom didn't even care and i called mark. i made a fool of myself to his mom. dammit. i feel like such an idiot. dammit. and he was kind of pissed at me. dammit. this sux. i hate myself. and of course i can't even see him in his competiton today because i have to work. damn idiots.
i want to say something but nevermind. dammit. i keep thinking about it.
aaahhh nevermind.
i don't know. i went to the football game for a while and of cours ei had just missed marks performance. i feel bad about that too.
i was a little jealous about something he told me but im trying not to let it get to me. i better get to see him before work tomorrow. i love him so much. i love him . i love markaAAAAAHHHH, ok im done.
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