Sep 04, 2005 10:56
ok i don't feel as depressed as usual since i got to see mark yesterday.
god i love him so much. im so glad we have no school tomorrow. hopefully i'll be able to see mark sometime tomorrow, but i don't know cause my dad's having a cookout and he needs my help with clayton. maybe mark can come over here. if he has gas. hopefully. maybe i'll be able to see him today, my dad leaves at 4 so i'll just go to "walmart" or something. my mom won't be here either. im going to see mark today. someway. i just can't not see him.
i swear i really hate my dad as a person. he asked me why i treat him like crap. well maybe if he didn't tell me how my life is so pathetic all the time and how im no good and shouldn't be here on earth. fuck him.
i can't wait til im eighteen. ill be gone. im not going to put up with his bull shit all the fucking time. ok im done with him.
im so bored right now. im so looking forward to next week. skippin time!
hey mandi.. do u know a good day yet?> any day is good for me cause i don't have to work so yeah!!!!