Somnolence and Rest
I am sitting at the table eating a savory rice cake and waiting for the chirping baby bird next door to rest his fluffy little head on his jungle pillow and sleep. 
He is a bit sunburned from his romping outside at the Y. I am still quite sweaty but freezing downstairs in this ice box called my room. I think some changes are occurring finally from the daily eliptical-stairmaster-stationary bike work. It helps so much to have Matt. He is diligent and knows the importance of healthy living. This is enormously vital, well, literally. He helps me so much, just being excited to be there with me.
I am seriously not going to watch any news today. I am not listening to Laura, either. I'm not checking out Nancy, nor am I peeking at what's happening at Drudge . I almost cannot even hang out with Ravi or at Slice . Really, truly, I'm going to sign off here, drink my Miracle Enzyme Lemonade drink, fold clothes, talk to the Father and wait for Maaaaa to call and eventually come over.
I cannot fix this place and I was so prideful to think that I could ever manage anything by sheer increase of knowledge. As far as it concerns me, my awareness at this point has reached its pinnacle. Now, I wait for the Lord to fill it out. No more running ahead without full equipment.
And He says, "Come."
He is a bit sunburned from his romping outside at the Y. I am still quite sweaty but freezing downstairs in this ice box called my room. I think some changes are occurring finally from the daily eliptical-stairmaster-stationary bike work. It helps so much to have Matt. He is diligent and knows the importance of healthy living. This is enormously vital, well, literally. He helps me so much, just being excited to be there with me.
I am seriously not going to watch any news today. I am not listening to Laura, either. I'm not checking out Nancy, nor am I peeking at what's happening at Drudge . I almost cannot even hang out with Ravi or at Slice . Really, truly, I'm going to sign off here, drink my Miracle Enzyme Lemonade drink, fold clothes, talk to the Father and wait for Maaaaa to call and eventually come over.
I cannot fix this place and I was so prideful to think that I could ever manage anything by sheer increase of knowledge. As far as it concerns me, my awareness at this point has reached its pinnacle. Now, I wait for the Lord to fill it out. No more running ahead without full equipment.
And He says, "Come."