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sorry i havent beenWriting in here lately.. i havent really felt like it.. still dont really... i started work tuesday... worked my ASS OFF!!!!! but i got a 150 dollar check on friday:-D lol then saturday.... i worked 8 hrs and sunday... ok ready for this? 12 FUCKING hours... i was so so tired i could barely walk... i got home that night and was expecting my moms car to me in the garage and then i could leave and go to christas...well jason went to work... so that didnt happen....i was mad, she was madder..lol cuz we kinda made plans and i fucked em up... i didnt know he wasnt gonna be home... then chris takes my car and goes to jens house... that didnt help...lol he didnt ask me or anything and that kind apissed me off...he just assumed he could drive my car... but i told him that if he talked to my gramps and got my old car from him id put gas in it till he got a job were im workin... he still hasnt done it but oh well...
anyways... on a happier note...lol kinda... me and christa went to this place and um... no details will be givin but this truck came by and the guy said "hey are you havein car trouble or are you tryin to get oyu a little??" HAHAHAHAHA wow... so of course i was honest with the guy...we had car trouble;) LOL not really then the guy left and was like "i hear ya! tear it up!" LMAO soooooooooooooo funny... yeah then later that night... i douched it up again...like i have a habbit of doing all the time... i always manage to find some way to piss off the ppl i love... just one of those curses i have i guess...
even now im doin it again... jesus... i just wanna sit by myself for a while and just think about nothing for about an hour... im gettin so mad about some stupid shit... not really mad just... i dont know "put in a bad mood" i guess...
you know how ppls bad moods make your day just get worse? like they rub 0ff on you... i shouldnt let it but i do anyways... oh well i guess ill be ok....
anyways... on a happier note...lol kinda... me and christa went to this place and um... no details will be givin but this truck came by and the guy said "hey are you havein car trouble or are you tryin to get oyu a little??" HAHAHAHAHA wow... so of course i was honest with the guy...we had car trouble;) LOL not really then the guy left and was like "i hear ya! tear it up!" LMAO soooooooooooooo funny... yeah then later that night... i douched it up again...like i have a habbit of doing all the time... i always manage to find some way to piss off the ppl i love... just one of those curses i have i guess...
even now im doin it again... jesus... i just wanna sit by myself for a while and just think about nothing for about an hour... im gettin so mad about some stupid shit... not really mad just... i dont know "put in a bad mood" i guess...
you know how ppls bad moods make your day just get worse? like they rub 0ff on you... i shouldnt let it but i do anyways... oh well i guess ill be ok....