just something i was thinking of..( dont take it too seriously)

[awakenedbydeath]

I gotta find my way outta hell I gotta find my way alone
I see myself dead by suicide by a knife, gun, a blade or hanging high
Will I be safe or will I die can I stop the voices deep inside, my mind
Dead to me youre dead to me youre dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my fucking God!
I'm a victim I've lived through disaster pushed too far this is a reaction
I hate your lies. I hate my life
Dead to me you re dead to me youre dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my fucking God!
I'm a victim I've lived through disaster pushed too far this is a reaction to you
I hate your lies. I hate my life
Hoping I ll find a way, a way to live, dead together
A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear
I can't take it I won't make it, I ll just hate it I can't take it
I won't make it I just hate it, I can't take it
I can't change it I can't take it I can't take it, I won't make it
Dead to me you re dead to me youre dead to me, all dead to me
Dead dead you re soon to be dead
I put a 12gauge under my chin
Dead to me you re dead to me youre dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my fucking God!
I'm a victim I've lived through disaster pushed too far this is a reaction
died a thousand times again and again in my mind I have died
I have slowly withered