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hey whats up world....nothing much going on here. i havent actually updated in a while just a few lil things here and there. well heres the deal. me and vicky broke up and my eyes have been opened. not only to that but to something else too. i just hope this special someone knows that i may not seem like i am a changed person but i am.i now realize that she is the one i want and she is the one i love. i know i have told a couple of other people that but i was unsure even then. but with her i couldnt be anymore positive. she means the world to me and i just hope i can get another chance. i have figured most of the things out that i needed to but there are still a few. i am starting to realize that i am a great person and maybe life isnt so bad afterall. i have had friends and i have lost friends. but no matter what she has always been there for me, from the day i met her in 10th grade to now and i know that she will always be there for me. i love her dearly and i hape that one day she can forgive me for the things that i have done to her. i know i didnt deserve a second or third chance but i know what i did was wrong and i never should have let you go. and to the other people...i still consider you all as very close friends of mine. you guys have helped me through the tough times that i have had and i know you will help me through the ones i will have. i am suprised that i am still going strong after all that i have found out. i recently found out who my real father is. i am going to go meet him soon and maybe i can have a relationship with him. there is only one person that i am thinking about right now. and she knows it.....well im gonna go now. i need to figure some other things out for myself and for another person. i will see you all later....
~Joey~
~Joey~