Limbo
so i don't know what's been up with me lately. i guess it's because i'm just trying to experience things right now and figure out exactly what makes me happy, sad, mad, etc. i'm just letting things happen and see how i react to it; self-experiments to find myself. i've definately changed in the past few months, having gone through so many things already. i'm being introduced to the real world and we're getting to know each other more and more everyday. and funny enough i'm not even completely in the real world, more like the pre-real world.
i guess you can say i'm in limbo right now. i used to think that i was able to read people really well but i still have too much to learn about people. it's almost like i'm learning to read all over again. and my "grammatical" tools are the different people i meet who open me up more and teach me a new way of looking at things, whether it's music, art, or just life itself. regardless of how the people i meet treat me, i make sure i don't have any regrets and take advantage of my interactions with them. many people question why i continue to support some people even after they do me wrong and i tell them it's because i'm a better person than them and still believe they have some real talent worth supporting. i won't support you if i don't think you've got what it takes, the real passion behind something. i guess you can say i'm almost envious of these people because they have found something they are truly passionate about while i'm still trying to find that something.
i guess you can say i'm in limbo right now. i used to think that i was able to read people really well but i still have too much to learn about people. it's almost like i'm learning to read all over again. and my "grammatical" tools are the different people i meet who open me up more and teach me a new way of looking at things, whether it's music, art, or just life itself. regardless of how the people i meet treat me, i make sure i don't have any regrets and take advantage of my interactions with them. many people question why i continue to support some people even after they do me wrong and i tell them it's because i'm a better person than them and still believe they have some real talent worth supporting. i won't support you if i don't think you've got what it takes, the real passion behind something. i guess you can say i'm almost envious of these people because they have found something they are truly passionate about while i'm still trying to find that something.