Work and play are never ok to mix the way we do...
so the past month has been crappy and i've been stuck between a rock and a hard place. I like a guy and don't know what the hell to do...we're buds but im afraid to say something that would screw up our friendship. i think that i might think too much. i always over analyze every freaking situation till i give myself a reason to get out of what i am doing...it really sux. i want to do something and be happy...i don't want to second guess myself cuz i keep screwing things up like that and it really really bites the big one. i guess i'll just deal with my life hoping that happiness comes...God has a plan for everyone so i guess i'll have to wait to see mine later.