fuck

[awaiting_wings_]

I hate this. I hate everything about this.

I wanted something
That's purer than water
Like we were
It's not there now
Ineloquence and anger
Are all we have
Like Saturns rings
An icy loop around me
Too hard to hold
Lash out first
At all the things we don't like
Or understand
It's beginning to get to me
That I know more of the stars and sea
Than I do of whats in your head
Barely touching in our cold bed
Are you beginning to get my point
That all this fighting with aching joints
Is doing nothing but tire us out
And no one knows what the fight's about