random things.
First of all, I get a full access of the net once again since I'm back at the university - as a final year student! Phew! Just think of it makes me scare. My parents kept on expressing their high hope for me since I'm the eldest child and it scares me if I cannot live up to their hope. Therefore, I need to focus!
I've decided to drop my minor. Told my mom about it and she called me a coward because I don't have the gut to challenge myself. My respond? Just keep quiet because she won't understand it even though I explain to her the main reason I want to drop Sociology. Besides, it is the best thing to handle my mom whenever she starts to nag.
Browsing through tumblr and I realized how much I miss Sho and Arashi. Didn't have a net connection is definitely horrible - for me at least. I've caught up with all the sakumoto's fics and will find some times to finish my charity fics. Hope that I could finish all of the fics by the end of this month.
With the ACTA problem, I have lost my source to download videos. Mediafire works but it just doesn't work with my uni's wireless connection! I don't know why but I can't download split files! It always stop in the middle of downloading. It works fine with a full file though. I really need Megaupload back! *cry in despair* This whole ACTA problem happened a month after I got my premium lifetime account and it made me frustrated!
Haven't watched Lucky 7 yet and it is the main reason I am so cranky and frustrated right now! If only I can download split files, I can finish downloading all the released subs in one hour since the connection is quite fast. To be honest, I am dying to watch Lucky 7! I miss watching Jdrama and there's some last season's dramas that I need to catch up with. But I guess I just need to stay with streaming sites.
Do you ever feel like you're getting old? Well, that was what I've been thinking lately. I'm getting old. This year, I'll be 23 and for me, age means nothing until lately. People around me are getting married and there are some who already have child. Usually, I don't care about these matter. But the thoughts strikes me when my cousins got married few weeks ago. My two cousins whom I spend my childhood with. When I saw them with their wives, I realised that I'm an adult now - especially after my uncle bluntly saying that it is my turn to get married after this since I'm the only one who is eligible for marriage. Other siblings are too young to be married and I'm the third oldest grandchildren in the family. Plus, all the adult grandchildren are either married or engage - I'm the only one who doesn't have any partner in life.
Now that I think about it, I'm the only person in the whole family who is weird. Well, that is what my aunty called me - weirdo. Why? Because I'm the only one who involve with the whole fangirling stuff. It's not a secret that I love Arashi and Japan. Even my mom knew that I am crazy over Sakurai Sho. I even told my younger brothers, aged 11 and 7 that Sho is their brother in-law. Of course, they denied it and keep on saying that he doesn't even know me but approves the relationship if I marry Aiba instead ;P Since they love Aiba and they think that Sho is an idiot. Honestly, I don't blame them for the 'idiot' image that they have on Sho.