goddamn shit motherfucker do you feel me?
I'm hideously tired. in fact I'm so tired that I can't sleep or even be nice to Colin. I wrote Joseph a love letter today, is that funny?
my dad purchased a laptop for me, a graduation gift for the scholarship. I'm still slightly freaking out, however, because I am pessimistic about matters like these. I'm basically worried they will find one reason or another not to award me the scholarship. the reason I mention all this is because I am illicitly using a neighbor's wireless connection.
I'm going to lie and say I'm out of town tomorrow, I don't care who reads this. I'm not staying for DJ Night or whatever the fuck because I am a fragile and delicate woman who wants to kiss her skinnyass boyfriend, for whom she will soon have NO TIME.
Mondays and Wednesdays are Business Algebra 1341 from like 5:45 to 7pm. Tuesdays are English 1301 from 7:10 to 9:55pm. it really gets to me that I got a B in English 1301 and 1302 through AP testing. oh it fucking burns me the fuck up!
I'm eating raw again because it's sometimes what I do when I am in a perpetually bad mood. the only things (people) that help are Alia and Joseph. JD would help if he wasn't being an irresponsible friend lately.
I've been repressing this super self-indulgent moody bitch in me for a while and I reeeeaallly need to stop doing that.
so there
and I really do love a lot of people.
my dad purchased a laptop for me, a graduation gift for the scholarship. I'm still slightly freaking out, however, because I am pessimistic about matters like these. I'm basically worried they will find one reason or another not to award me the scholarship. the reason I mention all this is because I am illicitly using a neighbor's wireless connection.
I'm going to lie and say I'm out of town tomorrow, I don't care who reads this. I'm not staying for DJ Night or whatever the fuck because I am a fragile and delicate woman who wants to kiss her skinnyass boyfriend, for whom she will soon have NO TIME.
Mondays and Wednesdays are Business Algebra 1341 from like 5:45 to 7pm. Tuesdays are English 1301 from 7:10 to 9:55pm. it really gets to me that I got a B in English 1301 and 1302 through AP testing. oh it fucking burns me the fuck up!
I'm eating raw again because it's sometimes what I do when I am in a perpetually bad mood. the only things (people) that help are Alia and Joseph. JD would help if he wasn't being an irresponsible friend lately.
I've been repressing this super self-indulgent moody bitch in me for a while and I reeeeaallly need to stop doing that.
so there
and I really do love a lot of people.