Why?
I hate myself and the state I'm in.
I hate who I've become and what I'm turning into.
I hate the way I treat people and the way they treat me.
I hate how people judge me, no one understands me; not even myself.
I hate all that I stand for and all that I don't stand up for.
I hate the way I think and how people perceive that I don't at all.
I hate the way I act towards people and the way they act towards me.
I hate everything about me, but I don't have the will power to change myself.
who am I? Why am I the way I am and how did I get here?
Why do people care about me? Or am I lying to myself and They really don't at all? Is it really me, or do other make me this way?
why do I do the things I do? What makes me think that way? If people saw the real me; would they still treat me the ame way? would they still think of me in that way? would they still like me? Does any one like me at all or do they just feel sorry for me?
why do I lie to myself? Most of all why do I lie to others?
sal
I hate who I've become and what I'm turning into.
I hate the way I treat people and the way they treat me.
I hate how people judge me, no one understands me; not even myself.
I hate all that I stand for and all that I don't stand up for.
I hate the way I think and how people perceive that I don't at all.
I hate the way I act towards people and the way they act towards me.
I hate everything about me, but I don't have the will power to change myself.
who am I? Why am I the way I am and how did I get here?
Why do people care about me? Or am I lying to myself and They really don't at all? Is it really me, or do other make me this way?
why do I do the things I do? What makes me think that way? If people saw the real me; would they still treat me the ame way? would they still think of me in that way? would they still like me? Does any one like me at all or do they just feel sorry for me?
why do I lie to myself? Most of all why do I lie to others?
sal